Dear Qin,i love u and your baby ,aha.!Congratulations!Take good care of yourself!I will going to see u in the near future.!

To be continued……

When I was fifteen years old,the Chinese new year.I was watching TV with my older brother at his apartment.When there was a singing star appeaed on the screen.I said something to my brother.”How is that possible the girl would be famous?look at she,just a normal face with her unexceptional voice,and the most important factor is  her stature!can u see?just like a young boy!The short hair stlye and so many lacks of the female characteristics.oh my,what’s the fxxking wrong with the Chinese Pop music!”

This girl is Yanzi.

Hehe,Please forgive me for that.at that moment i was just a kid,a teenger boy really cares nothing but the girl’s breast.Especially She is a singing star!So she must be that appearance.Just like the another very popular singsing star at that time named Coco lee.(Then she was reli HOT,right?haha)

Obviously,I was wrong.This little “young boy” has become a superstar in Chinese popmusic.And I also love her music(Although I still consider that she is not beautiful and attractive enough.)At the college time yanzi is the one of most favorite singing star of my dear girlfriend.So,I’ve heard lots of music of her.Yep,really not bad.

Five years past,This lonely afternoon when i sit on my chair hearing the songs of her,I found some text which wrote by herself in Douban by chance.After read that,I know why she doesn’t issue her new ablum for three years.For a popmusic superstar it is deviant right?Im also been impressed by her courage and spirit.How estimable that is!So,take a look:

　　Wednesday, 29 October 2008
　　Come
　　I got a message 2 days ago from a DJ friend of mine:
　　Girl we love you ah!
　　
　　so I messaged back:
　　Erm, why ah?
　　
　　he replied:
　　Aiya the newspaper is being bitchy again….
　　
　　eh…at that time I didn’t know what he was talking about. Honestly now, I still haven’t seen the ‘bitchy’ write up. Something about me being a has been.
　　
　　I’M A HAS BEEN? IT’S OFFICIAL NOW IS IT. Bring it on darlings. If refusing to sign on to a record company means i’m a has been then so be it. I’m going my way, whether anyone else thinks it’s a good idea. I’m sick of the packaging, sick of the manoeuvring of the press, sick of formulaic promotion kits, sick of lousy inflated figures. I’m going to do my thing, at my pace, and give it up for distribution to a company of my choice. I’m keeping my hair long because it belongs to me now, and singing songs that excite me, and loving every minute of my freedom.
　　
　　I am no longer burdened by the unbearable lightness of being. It’s great being free and I have Nicole to thank for reminding me how short life could be.
　　
　　I’m going my way so bring it on.

I just wanna say,it is really a precious choice.Guys you know what,the person who with the high standing is hard to change something just belongs to himself/herself.Especially the place where he/she stands is under the sporlight or on the stage!

I think there is one thing more of the most important thing in the world,except love,just the life what u want.right?but,in my opinion both of the two things are based on money.It is not to say that u won’t own these two things without money.But,you can possess these two things better with money ah.

I think i’d better talk something about the period of time that I was in Changsha.In fact,I have wrote some paragraphs in Chinese before.But u know what, after that i just felt the article was telling nothing but my weakless.So,I  hide it away.

Let’s go back to the things we were talking about.Here is one word can explain the situation while i was in changsha:CONFUSION.And there is also have a word can describe my feeling about that:STRANGENESS.I was just on the run between bars,dinners,somebody’s apartment,KTVs,and somewhere like that.So many people and So many occasions.The amounts of beer that i’ve drank in these several days are more than i could have a year in shanghai.The cigaretters that i’ve smoked are just more than the i could smoke a month in shanghai too.sounds insanity right?Haha.

But anyway,they are not the key-points.The key point is that i really feel strangeness when i observing the friends of mine and the playgrounds we are at.I don’t know why because i was back home once half a year ago.what can i say?it’s another strange thing also.Luckily,we are brothers when we were kids so that everybody changes but the emotion never.Aways.

It’s back to CHANGE again – -;; seems that im the president Obama,haha.

But i have to say,that is a really big mistake of the guys around me who has the thinking just about how to make money.This is the most different aspect between our relationship.Everybody wants money.In my point of view there is nothing wrong with it.Especially in Changsha,Personally,this is a BLUNDERING,HEDONIC and COMFORTABLE city exactly.So people perhaps just wanna know how to make money so that he/she could buy a wonderful car,a fantastic apartment,or throw the money away on the table of restaurant and the bar with some gorgeous boys/girls.but people never know “how” and “when”.In these several days i’ve heard thousands of method about how to make money,but im sure there is no one would come ture.yes,none.

i believe in most of the time,whether the project could be successful or not,the key point is the man who handle it rather than how wonderful the project is.Work to be a person first is the truth.But all of my friends are too fickleness.They dont care the promotion of themselves.I always consider that we are too young to have a decision on business.Though failure is a precious experience for them and it is not necessarily if they do something right.

At that time when we sit around a small table and discussing something about business,I said no word and just drank my beer.My dear brothers,i love your courage actually,you let me know our life have so many goals except beautiful girls and drinking and eating and killing time in a bar or a KTV and so on. in my opinion though i lack the confidence but i always support you and beside of you.I suppose that is a better and faster way for your growing when you combine promotion of yourself with practice.

Good luck bros.

At the time of June last year,I went to airport for a scheduled flight from Xiamen to Shanghai.I was very satisfied with this short-time trip.But when i arrived in the airport the staff told me that the two lighters which brought by me can not passed the security inspection.So i have to called my dear Qin to took my zippo away,and now,there are still in Xiamen – -;;

My lovely friend Cierra gave me a black lighter as a gift that i love it so much.So i also have a very precious lighter in shanghai. but this time when i back to Changsha,At the airport the staff told me the samething just like in xiamen.omg,AGAIN!I called Cierra but her phone was power off at that moment.So i have to take care of this lighter by myself!In a minute,i decided to bury it.

I went to a flowerbed which in the front of the airport waitingroom.took a piece of paper to cover the lighter and put it under the earth.and look around for a while that make sure nobody watching me ^_^.Then,back home ha!

Yesterday when i back to shanghai i went to the flowerbed again to dig my lighter out.In the first,Im not sure the location where the lighter was.So  I had dig out a silver Zippo!aha,there was a smart guy just got the same idea as me!After about five minutes,I found my black lighter,and put the zippo back.

So,if u wanna a zippo,or more,haha ,just take your patience and go to the flowerbed in the airport,any airport in China.but ,ZIPPO is a very usual gift that the girls give to boys.I think every single zippo also have a especial meanning for the couple.So,don’t do that,haha.

OK.in the end,here are some pictures whick shot in changsha.the girl in the first photo is my dear friend CC.